First and foremost, this is the first blog I am writing. Don't judge me. I guess i'll start off by introducing myself, my name is, Ashley. I know a little bit about everything, except blogging. I grew up in Northeast Philadelphia, nothing special. I am not your average person. I'm very weird, emotional, and crazy, but maybe that's just the hormones since I am 30 weeks pregnant. What I intend to focus on in my blog is being a first time mother, I'm sure many people would be able to relate, and other things of course.

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