Ashley knows it all.

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So as I lay here in my bed with my boyfriend who is snoring away and our little girl in between the two of us, I can't help but to wonder what I was meant to do in life. I feel like I have so much great potential to be successful. I just really want to make a difference in people's lives. I want to go to college (I'm constantly kicking myself in the ass for not going right out of high school) I want to get my BSN in nursing. This weather needs to warm up a bit so I can get out of the house. I'm hoping to be enrolled in to school by September, to start my journey to being more successful. I really want to better myself and be the best role model for my daughter (and future children.) I want to write about something that is no stranger to me. Addiction, I am fortunate enough to not have addiction tendencies. However, a few people close to me fight addiction. Well people that were once close to me. I'm not going to mention any names

So let's talk about drugs, most of us try them at least once. I've done my fair share, but I never did any of the hard core stuff. Drugs is a very controversial topic. Every one has something to say, I feel as if though people who don't have someone close to them who is an addict, don't really know what they're talking about when they say that. My siblings, my father, my best friends are all addicts. I don't even know who they are anymore. The people I'd always thought I'd always be able to count on can't even depend on themselves.

Do you ever just feel like you need a miracle? That's how I'm feeling these days. I've been fortunate to be able to be a SAHM for just about the past year. I wish I could work, but I have no one to care for my daughter, and no money to put her into a daycare. My other half works hard to support us, but these days his job just isn't cutting it. We're going to be evicted, very soon.  Christmas is in 8 weeks, we're not sure what's going to happen. It feels like the odds are against us. My family is going to be separated. The thought tears my heart into pieces. I'm 6 months pregnant with our second daughter. The pain this will conflict on us is stressing me out to no end. I don't want to separate my family. Our 2 Year Old Is Going To Be So Confused And upset. I'm more worried about her and how this will effect her, more than myself. She loves and adores her daddy, and so do I. Not being able to have him come home to us kills me. I don't know what...